Currently: Listening to One Night Only's Just for Tonight, sipping on some lovely green tea after a good but slightly slow work day/gym day.
According to my food diary, I've approx. 953 calories including that mini blueberry muffin I appraised too many calories to. This is the third day I've eaten 1000 calories, more or less. I'm a little concerned my metabolism will slow down and hold onto everything I eat if I keep this up. It's not like I'm trying, food here's expensive and I'm trying to eat smart.
I would upload a picture of the dinner I'm very proud I consumed consisting of a salmon fillet (4 for ~$9...fuck Northern), 3 pickles, 6 potato Smilies (the bomb even though 9 g of fat) and 1.5 cups of veggies. Not impressed that what I calculated to be 5 day's food is actually going to be 2 or 3 days' food, at best.
Oh well, that's what I chose when I chose to return to work for Wellness Centre in Wemindji.
P.s. - I forgot the sheer amount of 'not much' that the people in Wemindji do at their workplaces. It's like a mixture of apathy and despair and I don't give a fuck, I have no hope of getting out of this town. I'm a high school dropout and there's no economic boom to offset the birthrate...other than the suicide rate. It could depress you if you let it, which it did last time, but I solemnly swear I won't let it second time around.
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