During our talk, Natacha asked if I had anyone to talk to? I paused and started tearing up because I realized I had paused and couldn't come up with a timely response. I started crying because I had no answer to that question. She took my hand, and tried to reassure me that I could call her anytime to talk. All I could do was continue hyperventilating.

The other day, too, Natacha told me she went to this spiritual cleansing ceremony on the island. It had a lot of round around the shore, and the rocks all had spirits. She picked up this turquoise rock and said she felt my spirit in the rock. That made me feel good.